Adormecer e acordar assim todos os dias

I feel as if I am at a dead
end and so I am finished.
All spiritual facts I realize
are true but I never escape
the feeling of being closed in
and the sordiness of self,
the futility of self,
the futility of all that I
have seen and done and said.
Maybe if I continued things
would please me more but now
I have no hope and I am tired.

- Allen Ginsberg, Empty Mirror: Gates of Wrath (1947-1952).